yet another poem
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Simple Plan-Welcome to my Life
Topic: Poetry
_____---> it's been about a month now; since it's been over; i feel the same as i did; confused, lonely, and wanting you back; it seems like you're slowly slipping away; as if you're never coming back; i'm still here; with that empty feeling inside; although i try so hard to be happy; i just always end up faking it; i don't understand; why i can't be happy; one night i prayed; the God would make me happy; so i could have you back; praying doesn't seem to help; and neither does wishing on birthday candles...

another poem...
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Everclear-I Will Buy You A New Life
Topic: Poetry
*late at night*i am here*with so much to say*with so few words*to know how to say it*just thinking...*of how we were*so unaware of how we would end up*now that time is here*it makes me cry*for all the times we had*the kisses, the holding hands*no more of "our" songs*no more dates to 5th quaters*just knowing...*where will be no more of anything special*and that hurts*looking back at the past*but i know i have to look forward*and we'll see what happens*8/17/04*

and another one...
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Your Song-Elton John
Topic: Poetry
*i hate you so much*but then again*inside, i know i can't hate you*because when i'm with you*the hatred disappears*when i'm with you*you make things so much better*you say i'm happier now*but you don't know me on the inside*when we hang out*i'm not as excited as i used to be*there's nothing to look forward to*no kisses, hugging, or holding hands*and i no longer have the right to get "jealous"*and there is truely no use in explaining*but to me*it's worth a try*

another poem
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: I Promise-Stacie Orrico
Topic: Poetry
*i miss you*although you're still here*i miss your touch*and your kisses*the talking late on the phone*i miss the feeling of being loved*the feeling of being beautiful*of being the only one*i feel somewhat...empty*the feeling of lonliness*at one time i had you*and in one single minute*i lost you*but to tell you the truth*i still love you*

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Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: third eye blind-how's it gunna be
Topic: Poetry
well for this blog...ima make it a site for my poetry...so here i go...
*you don't want to hurt me*well you did*you want to be friends*but how can we be friends*when i still love you*i can't look you in the eye*you still make me feel things*that's why i turn away*when you look at me*i can't deal with you*being with other girls*it hurts so much*i want to run and hide*but i can't explain this anymore*you just don't understand*and you never will~8/7/04~